lost

skl is fun. skl is tiring. skl is everything.

alright.
heard that chinese o’lvl results is released on o6aug. probably..

anw whether it’s released before or after national day. i already knew that i must retke. yup. i am given another chance. but to think again, i dont have e first grade to help me if i fail e second time. isn’t it same as taking for e first time &no chance given. too bad.. my punishment.

27days to my prelim. that’s fast.
so fast that i am lost. i dno what shld i start revising first.

see you after 2months later.
bye friends. loves.

dating

ytd after tuition, i met dearie for dinner.

thn we went to watch movie- invisible target.
nice show but so violent.

this ice cream is really huge. &of course nice

alright. sunday equals to monday. another skl day. weekend passes so fast. i haven’t have enough rest

i am happy that i’ve good friends beside me whn skl is so boring

that hypocrite who says out everything, u better watch out. dont be like a dog

oh. i cant believe that u actually copy almost e whole thing..

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i cant tke it anymore.
tell me what to do..

hard work pays

this one year..
is my busy year; is my tiring year; is my everything.
i rarely meet up with my friends unless special occasion.

yup. once they msg/call me &ask me out.
e replied from me would always be either “nope i cant, later i’ve tuition.” or “nope, i am too tired to go out.”

my skl ends late like almost everyday. by the time i reach home, i am dog-tired. i just want to have a quick shower &finish my dinner so that i can have a early night. i am so exhausted that i dont feel like doing anything even hwk. so during weekend, i still need to go for tuition. even after tuition, i dont feel like going elsewhere. i just want to go home &rest.

who wishs to stay at home everyday?
who wishs to go skl?
who wishs to be so tired over skl work?
who wishs not to go out with friends?

even i got e little bit of free time, i only want to stay at home. i only want to sleep; i want to rest in front of e television even i am not watching. just rest.

i know i dont have a life now. my daily routine is just skl-tuition, tuition-skl. yup, this is how i am now because i want to get good results for o’lvl. though, i am still improving but i still need to put in every little effort.
hard work pays- i believe it will, definitely.

i wont let others affect me. i wont want to be distracted.
study study!!

no pain; no gain.
bye. loves everyone.

sad

i got e outcome for my chinese thing.
i need to retke.

i should be happy that i got another chance.
however i am afraid that no one acc me.

sigh..
yup. my prelim english was bad? i dno.
i hope ms lim is kind enough. lol.

skl times.
bye.

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hmmm

i shall make this fast.
i am going to be late for my tuition again. yup, again. lol.

i got no confidence in myself to get good results for either prelim or o’lvl. u know all these mock exam i am having recently, i got no mood to study. thn those that i’ve studied, i dno how to do. so what’s e problem with my study pattern. i also dno?

i am rather worried already. i am starting my revision. but i got too much to study until i dno which to start first.. what am i suppose to do? stress?

i am adding more problems to myself. &causing more tummyache. this’s bad. u know e pain that i am enduring can actually kill me. i really dno what to do already.

for eg. today i got a math mock exam. i can say i just read thru those formula &some qns. anw i also dno how to study for math so at least i ‘revise’ for it. yup.

i saw e first qns, &it’s pretty easy. but when i tried to work it out, i am unable to do. to me, i am thinking ’too much’ for it. it’s actually a simple qns yet i think until so complicated. so in e end, i think i’ll get wrong &eventually fail e test &stay back everyday for extra lesson until 7pm. i dowan this to happen. i really dont want to stay. very tired.

grrr. angry girl.
i am really very stress!!

dont ask me to do what i dont want to do.
pls, leave me alone.

hello

i am fixing the printer to print my composition now.

alright.

i am super duper disappointed with myself. u know i’ve studied for his test but i still failed. i really feel like crying e moment i got back e test paper. maybe i’ve not done e best yet that’s why i shouldnt cry. i must work harder! thn i counted, i got 19marks of careless mistakes. if not i am able to get 54/8o. too bad. i shall work even harder &harder!!!

furthermore by failing this test, i got to stay back everyday after skl to have extra lesson until 7pm. &i’ve just told my mum that i dowan my private math tuition. waste money plus i really got no time. mr goh will be good enough to get an A grade. yes! i believe in him &myself

i left three more months to actual o’lvl examination. i got lot more to study. i want to get 14points &go for e course i want- culinary &catering management. I MUST GET MY ASS INTO THIS COURSE!!

so, i saw sthg that i shouldnt see. that’s so obvious whn he sat there.  i really dowan to see, u know? vina la. lol! but i saw it first. HAHAHAHA. i think he knows we’re laughing abt him. oops. too bad. who asks u to be so careless.

i still got many things not done yet. zz!

jel. von is always there for u.
see you real soon!

yawnssss

i just got the time to rest my ass. yet another busy day.
first, went to skl for phy practical thn math. as usual, another math test.
mr goh said, “i’ve lower my standard. this’s a really easy test. whoever fails this test got to stay back everyday after skl for extra lesson” omg! i am scared that i might fail again. i didnt pass any of his test before. GOD, HELP ME!

got myself chng &went for tuition. i was so tired that i almost fell asleep. but..
tutor’s hp rings &makes me laugh non-stop. LOL. his plastic bag &hp. he bought a new hp however he’ve not buy e plastic cover yet so he used plastic bag to protect it. HAHAHA! dno how to say, u got to be there. lol.

okay. went to meet bf at cwp. we need to buy stationary. skl.. thn he told me that terence comment about me. — ” she’ll definitely wear t-shirt with a pair of shorts &slipper. confirm standard one! she’ll not smile to me nor you but once she sees her bf, she’ll get hyper.” lol. what only, terence. dont u know that t-shirt is so convenience? anw i am only going for tuition. for what i need to wear until as thou i am going to wedding dinner. stupid. lol!

oh yes. my bf said that harry potter movie is not nice.
not recommended.

alalalalalalalalalalala.

i need to complete so many hwk by tml.
- english composition
- math paper 1&2. arithmetic &algebra
- ss sbq
- poa paper 1&2 (2sets)

still got what? i cant rmb already. there gone my sunday.
left 3months to o’lvl. left 6months to prelim.

hey precious!
i finally figured out what i wanted to be.. yours! iloveu.

3months (:

skl-ing girl is here.
she’s so called free for another blogging. lol.

i pour out everything to my diary. &it really mke me feel better after that.
rmb that problematic entry which i posted recently?

yup, i felt better after saying out everything to my diary. i was so like forgave that person &didnt want to carry on with that arguement. however, e next day whn i went skl everything got worse. so worse that i felt like slapping him &i even called terence who is innocent a dog.

i didnt see a man being so petty &sensitive before. no one is talking about him but he can stare at someone as thou his eyes may drop e next moment. that sickening face. he even told terence that he dont like me &vina. yes, we dont need u to like us, neither do we like u as a friend. anyway i dont want to mke thing worse, this’s not how friends should be. u want u talk to us properly, if not just keep ur comments to urself. i really appreciate alot (:

another problem- OWEN TAN! THE BIG MOUTH ANIMAL. he’s really an irritating pest. he’s getting on my nerve. everything that come out of his mouth is just RUBBISH! i wonder if he brushs his teeth. it stinks. lol.

my bf does not need any of ur comments so just shut up!!
staple, punch, slap, sew &SUPER GLUE ur bloodyhell big mouth!! pest!
GO & DIE NOW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MUHAHAHAHAHAH.

oh. am i mean with my words?
too bad, i like it

alright. not all these sickening pple.

my happy day! – 3rd months
i went to have a normal, mini, short celebration at chong pang.
yummy yummy yummy. fill my tummy! i ate satay, wanton noodles, honeydew soyamilk.
looks at my tummy? am i getting fatter? yes i am! ):

NOPE NOPE! this shouldnt happen. i want be slim.  i want to be skinny!
HAHAHAHHAHA! dont give me oily food, i dont like. dont give me meat, i dont like. give me sweets &veggie, i am so in love with it. lol.

joke of e day–
what’re e two things that panda wish for e most?
ans: first to remove e dark eyes bag. second to tke coloured photo.
HAHAHAHA. this’s not lame.

I LOVE YOU DEARIE.

problematic

it’s so tiring after a day in skl.
so whn there’s still quarrels in between with those unnecessary pple. i’ll go bonkers. pissed me off!

petty boy.
he’s so childish in his thinking, so what if he’s gd with academic works?
high IQ; low EQ- what e use? i cant stand it.
u need those small little actions to attract more attention? but it’s irritated. furthermore, what e point of u saying- got bf here thn big fuck ah? u dont have to say that, cos my bf is also ur friend.

u’re e culprit of those quarrels most of e times! seeing pple quarrel, u’re happy? &u said i didnt respect my bf. thn what abt u? u didnt respect ur gf too. cos u like to say so much- no la! break already. if this kind of sentence can come out from ur mouth, i think u’re none better than me. no no no. i think i am better than u cos i love my bf alot alot alot!!!

can i infer that u’re jealous that ur gf is not e same class as u? that’s why u like to make other couples quarrel. hate ur fucking attitude. sickening piece of shit!

alright. i dont want to disturb my bf from studying. i want him to get e TOP SCORER! i believe that he can do it. yes, he can! thn i’ll get my 14points. SO SO SO WE CAN GO TO E SAME POLY!

okay.
my tuition timing keep changing. which resulted in me being more &more busy. so inconvenience. if one changes, i got to change other too. thn when is my free times, excuse me? i need a break too. oops.

love andycheng.!

my poor ankle

hello!!!
i cant wait to blog already. it has been so long since i last used e computer. andykoh uses computer 24hours a day. zz.

some random updates.

i sprained my anke. i also dno how i sprain my ankle. it’s really so painful that i cant slp for many nights. furthermore, so many pple called me ‘pig trotter’ hahahaha! they even pretended that they sprained their ankle &walked like me. this’s how bad they’re, my classmates. lol. however, i am feeling better now.

done with chinese oral. what should i say? good or bad? i also dno but i hope at least a merit grade. oh yes. last year i’ve sore eye &sprained neck during oral exam. this year is my sprained ankle. so clumsy!! HAHAHA. e laughing stock.

alright.

i watched tranformers with my bf &terence on o7o7o7. i read from newspaper that if u’re with ur loves one on this day, both of u will last long long long. yea! i was with my bf!

so i finally can talk to pins. both of us are so busy with our stuffs. i am sharing with her so many things now- great minds think alike.

less update. more studies.
bye. loves!

bullshit

time now is tueday 1o49.
&wondering how come i am here using computer?
yup. i skipped skl today. oops.
 i know this’s bad when i’ve o’lvl exam three months later.

alright. because there’re three tests today- ss, history &chem. however, i only studied for ss &chem. without studying SEQ history, ms woon will scold me like mad.
since sec3, she did not praise me before. somehow i can say i dont like her not because she didnt praise me but is e ways she ‘encourages’ students. v annoying.
so i got to give up e two subjects that i’ve studied. anw it’s good that i’ve studied, at least to prepare for BIG O!

furthermore, my bf asked me not to go skl. haha! because he knows that i’ll be moodless after a scold from ms woon.
&i think that he can concentrate even better without me?

mummy didnt know that i did not turn up for skl.
i pretended to take uniform &waited for her to go work. lol. thn i switched off all light &back to slp. if she knows about this, i’ll be dead.

okay. u know youth’s day, sunday &saturday.
not a pleasant relaxing day. more problems, i think

i dno how many times i need to mention so that everyone esp YOU will ustd. we know that it’s o’lvl this year. we also know that it means our future. but can you dont be so nosey? irritating. u ask him to break with me &concentrate on studies. pls man. i know how to handle studies &r/s well.

i shldnt be so stupid to quarrel with my beloved because of you. u’re not my parent, u’re just a teacher. dont interfere my life. i do what i like none of your business.

e more u dowan us to be tgr; e more i want to be with him.
e more u think that i cant mke it; e more i want to prove to you.

stop all these small actions. **
iloveu!!

i shld not waste time on computer.
bye.