thoughts

ms see told us that this coming monday which is 13aug will be e released of o’lvl mother tongue results. after i heard what she said, i was sad. this is so undescrible. to be truth, i still cant accept e fact that i need to retake, e fact that i’ve ‘failed’ this mother tongue paper.

i thot i am able to face it bravely but nope. i am wrong. i am still so sensitive when pple talk abt o’lvl mother tongue though they might not be saying about me. also, when i know all my friends might pass their mother tongue with flying colours &left me alone sitting in e class to study chinese.
not saying my friends should retake with me even they get good results.

i dno..
i dont feel like going to skl that day. i dont want to see pple screaming &shouting whn they got back their good results. i cant tke it. i am afraid i might just cry on e spot.
fyi i cried during e released of o’lvl results this year even though i am not e one who is receiving e results. because everyone is so nervous &anxious. &i am afraid too. this is me.. lol.
i am really afraid that i cant mke it for o’lvl. i still got a lot to study when i left only less than 2months.

shutup. i know i should study now..

alright. prelim is just around e corner. &u know? i am starting to see e true colours of pple. pple are getting more selfish. how should phrase it? i dno. lol.
nvm. i think u all will ustd what i meant

takecare. iloveyou.