chef von wanted to bake but she’s lazy to get the ingredients. HAHAHA!

von wants to show u her eye bags -.- she slept at 12am every nights and woke up at 11am every morning. her eye bags still cannot make it! gosh..

lives for nobody. life continues..

all our funny photos. HAHAHA!
and my eye bags -.-

okay.
i dont like pple to change my schedule of the day suddenly. it’s like i can go somewhere with somebody already. everything is planned then because of me, everything needed to be chng again. seem like i am always being control by.. whatever.

another thing. i guess i am a busybody. shouldn’t have bother..

another spoiled day.

the secret to happiness

so what’s the true secret to happiness?

in a word – attitude.
if u think that being rich or popular or wealthy will make u happy, think again.
happiness is a matter of e heart and has little to do with external events. it’s about how u see things not what happens, that makes the difference.

the most well adjusted pple are those who choose to look at e bright side of life. instead of dwelling on negative thoughts, they count their blessings. they ustd that gratitude is integral to happiness. they develop positive speech habits and learn to speak out blessings, not curses.

how u see things make a big difference in how u perceive them. happy pple dont look for worth in material things. they ustd that stuff will never fill that empty void that life sometimes brings. and only truly happy pple are those who find peace and purpose in a strong faith.

i know..

mood swing..
okay. am fine!

i know i have to but i couldnt.

consistent work is what i dont have.

no appetite. dont feel like eating.
peach ice blended does help! 

the feeling isnt right even till now.

i thought a year of preparation and effort would do me good. however it’s beyond my expectation. yes like what many had said.. my expectations are too high(for me). whatever. i am disappointed with myself. i didnt expect such grades.

suck! i am nervous! never in my life have i felt so unsettled before!

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release of o level results would be on 24jan, Thursday.
anxious! nervous! scared! worried! panicky! fear!

anyway i keep dreaming of my results. 10points.. 13points.. 24points.

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i felt better
takes thing lightly.

np open house. town.
jel and kaz and eileen.

whatever it is, i will still put ccm as my first choice. my results wont fail me i must have confidence in myself. okay anyway i think it’s confirmed that results would be out on 25jan. and i hope so too because I AM GETTING IMPATIENT!

goodnight everybody!

be optimistic, i’ll be happier.
didnt want to bother too much, just let nature takes it course.

sometimes some of the things are beyond our control.
if it meant to be our, it would be.