never say die!

because losing is regrettable, because backing off is unfair, because running away is embarrassing. and because you have accumulated time after time overcoming your weak self, through those trials, thats how you become strong.

I’M NOT GOING TO GIVE UP EASILY!!
I’LL PROVE YOU(ALL) WRONG!!!

what’s fun?

26 March 2009, Thursday

afternoon.

she forced me to eat spicy chicken. mean! heeeee.

pins kept complaining about her hair,
so i guess she should like this hair style instead. HAHAHAA!

night.

dbl o.
was tipsy! and HAIYA SHIT!!! :/

if i didnt drink so much, i doubt i would have the courage to tell you how i’ve been feeling. the truth hurts still yet i’m glad that you have told me. once bitten, twice shy. i’ve not given up though. imu. sob!

be a good girl.
seee u lovely boy!

peaceful mind.

24 March 2009, Tuesday

painful numb backside.
back from so-fattening-late-supper. yucks!

night cycling.
a quiet and windy night.

sometimes i’m really wondering how come we can talk from morning till night and night till morning again.
our sharing will forever never end! HHEHEHEHE.

he looks retarded! OOPS!!!!! :X HEHEHEHE.

if i’m looking something more than that then there is still a long way to go.
risk is thrilling but patience is a virtue.

sleep tight.
sugar dream.

be a little patience with me

i dont get to encounter every single things in a day thats why i’m learning bits by bits. i’m not afraid to get helps from others when i’m unsure/dont know anything. i dont act smart and do it on my own.. dont compare me with others as everyone is different. they may have encountered the situation before thats why they know what to do.. but i didnt. you know? so what is wrong even after two months? i’m not lazy, i make the efforts to learn just that i feel its not up to your standard. whenever i am nervous, i tend to forget things.. and when i forget something, thats why you guys have the chance to say me. i’m scared. sigh..

unstable and drained. breaking down.
you’ll still see me smiling.

22 March 2009, Sunday

on the flipside, was at orchard hotel for seminar. then back to xiaoyi’s place for WII!
OMG LOOK AT THE PHOTOS!!! WE HAVE SO MUCH FUN!!!

cooking mama is so much easier!! HAHA!

boxing!!!! box until our arms are aching!!!

xiaoyi was so scared that we might “box” the plasma tv.
HAHAHAHAHA!! DAMN FUNNY!!!

and serangoon club house for dinner!
i love my sunday with family!! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!

loves lovess lovesss!!!

23 March 2009, Monday

W35B outing.
initial plan was to jurong swimming complex.
but in the end… we were at sakae sushi. 

i forgot to bring my memory card. DAMN!!!
the reason why i only have four photos for an outing.

we went to play CS too.
it was very very long since i played CS! hahaa.

“i’m not doing any research work. i’m looking forward to it but i’m so unsure what’s ur decision. you were happily planning that day as well. the next few days, you didnt reply anything about it. then what is the point of telling me so much of ur plan? if there is any problem that you’re facing right now, tell me, i’ll understand. dont keep me hanging, the feelings sucks totally! you know?! if you never say, i’ll never know.”
i’ve anticipated it.

i’ve learnt that i’m stronger than i’m.
von.

keep in touch.

semester one – E36H

semester two – W35B

i got five days of school, three different classes. most people should have four days only right? and i still cant see whose my new classmates. i hope there will be someone i know.. buddy said that everytime when i’m changing class, i will definitely say “i miss my classmates so much!” but seriously i am what! sigh. i miss E36H and W35B!!! REALLY!! i wont say that i hate changing class, because i’m used to it. i bet people in rp are, as well.

okay. am sick. bad weather.

BYE MISSES!!! LOVES!!!
SEEE YOU WHEN I SEE YOU!

lovely loving loves!

went siseu with mum. her ntuc thing.
i got so much advantages from this actually. HEHE!

then to haji lane.
also, grocery shopping is great!

cooooool and lovely mummy!!
I LOVE HER LOVE HER LOVE HER!!!!!

okay. most people should know their new class by now.. no? but poor me. dont know what’s wrong with the system :/ and!!! some of my semester two classmates are in the same class with raja’s friend.
SO NICE SO GOOD!
so next semester onwards, i cant go and irritate someone. and i cant talk to him when i’m bored in class. i cant randomly go and look for him. no more next dooooor already. happy right, raja!!! :p

am keeping my fingers crossed! B!

I MISS EVERYONE!!! EVERYONE!!!!!
V.

twist of lime.

my phone is spoilt! and i didnt save any numbers in my sim card.
smart asss!!!! so people, please give me ur number. sigh…..

15 March 2009, Sunday

went IT SHOW ytd. its always so crowded on the last day. hate human traffic!
i bought a new camera. WHEEEE!!
and so tempting to buy new fujitsu laptop!!! so nice leh!!

16 March 2009, Monday

am done with blogshop! the first collection!!!
http://thetherapyrush.livejournal.com

SO EXCITED FOR SOMETHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HEHEHEHEHEHEHE!!!!!

BYE BYE BYE !! HUG ME/YOU!!!

individualitym.

ello h.
i sound despressed. i am not.

at this hours, who is still awake to talk to me? or even just wake up?? feeling very uneasy right now
i need to talk to someone so badly.

i dont mind and i accept those negative comments actually. because i can use these disappointing
moments as opportunities to look beyond the immediate. okay whatever i’m not going to rant.. TSKKKKKK!!

side note.
i really really want to get away from this island. ENTIRELY! SIGHHHHHHH!!!
i want a full body massage! please please please!!! I WANT TO GO… (you..)
if you know. i delight in working and interacting with people, yet also enjoying a private moment now and again.

with me. where’s Raaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..?

i need a tight hug! desperately!!

yellow and black

05 – 08 March 2009

we were working at career fair. damn slack! actually its applied to me only. hehee.
i was allocated at registration counter. i just got to say “hi fill up your form at form filling counter and pass it back here. thank you!” and smile. so simple! then most of the times, my counter will be closed because of some stupid complaints by the exhibitors. SO i have nothing to do for the whole day! not that i want to slack but they allowed. HEHE! walking around to look for pinzie and went down to eat butterfly.

i slept for less than three hours for the two/three days? rushed here and there after events.
was really multiply by billion TIRED!
but i still have the energy to have fun and happily laughing away! HAHAHA. von the metal lady!

10 March 2009, Tuesday

after a whole full day of sleep on monday, i started getting busy again.
i’m so excited with my new online shop!
if everything goes smoothly, it should be launched next week. WHEEEEE!!

my shareholder! heee. i hope all our plans work!

and lastly.
baby my stomach, please stop giving me problems.
i have too many things to do..

I MISS EVERYBODY!!! ESPECIALLY YOU YOU YOU!
sleeeeeep tight loves!

what lasts beyond time.

hot and sticky.

02 March 2009, Monday

@ xiaoyi’s cosy house.
another ideal place to chill and slack.

i shall make myself free one day to stayover at serangoon. 
swim, play Wii and play with the kids!

this random things about men and women!
HAHAHA! interesting!

alright i have an idea to revamp my room - beach theme! WHEEEEEEE!

knowing is one thing; doing is another.

alcoholic post!

very overwhelmed with february, holiday and my life.
awesome!! I LOVE!!!

24 February 2009, Tuesday

@ APB tour.
we had free flow of tiger beer.
but too bad, i dont really like beer. yucks.

this is Ron! who always call me BIG MAC!!! inside joke. hahaa!

26 February 2009, Thursday

@ dbl O. when affair starts here..
we had so much fun together!!!!!!

I LIKE THIS PHOTO!!!!! A LOT!!!!

jin tong, my Z friend.

joanne, my Z friend as well.

“five more tequila shots also can!!” PINZIE SAID!

and then, they realised that their classmate is just dacing next to them.

back home and i slept for two hours only then met raja.
von and redbull, dont link.

“wa von! now u hardcore clubber already ah. keep clubbing.”
“since when?”
“ya la! ytd go and club. wed, fri and sat also CLUB!”
HAHAHAHAA!!!!!!! DAMN FUNNNNNY!!!!

okay i have been thinking A LOT about what i want in life. quite confusing.
anyway i’m not going to share.. heee. yes i always hide my feelings, my thoughts, my everything. thats me!

von is sick again. always. forever.
bye sweeeeeeet goodnight. sleep tight!