be a little patience with me

i dont get to encounter every single things in a day thats why i’m learning bits by bits. i’m not afraid to get helps from others when i’m unsure/dont know anything. i dont act smart and do it on my own.. dont compare me with others as everyone is different. they may have encountered the situation before thats why they know what to do.. but i didnt. you know? so what is wrong even after two months? i’m not lazy, i make the efforts to learn just that i feel its not up to your standard. whenever i am nervous, i tend to forget things.. and when i forget something, thats why you guys have the chance to say me. i’m scared. sigh..

unstable and drained. breaking down.
you’ll still see me smiling.

22 March 2009, Sunday

on the flipside, was at orchard hotel for seminar. then back to xiaoyi’s place for WII!
OMG LOOK AT THE PHOTOS!!! WE HAVE SO MUCH FUN!!!

cooking mama is so much easier!! HAHA!

boxing!!!! box until our arms are aching!!!

xiaoyi was so scared that we might “box” the plasma tv.
HAHAHAHAHA!! DAMN FUNNY!!!

and serangoon club house for dinner!
i love my sunday with family!! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!

loves lovess lovesss!!!

23 March 2009, Monday

W35B outing.
initial plan was to jurong swimming complex.
but in the end… we were at sakae sushi. 

i forgot to bring my memory card. DAMN!!!
the reason why i only have four photos for an outing.

we went to play CS too.
it was very very long since i played CS! hahaa.

“i’m not doing any research work. i’m looking forward to it but i’m so unsure what’s ur decision. you were happily planning that day as well. the next few days, you didnt reply anything about it. then what is the point of telling me so much of ur plan? if there is any problem that you’re facing right now, tell me, i’ll understand. dont keep me hanging, the feelings sucks totally! you know?! if you never say, i’ll never know.”
i’ve anticipated it.

i’ve learnt that i’m stronger than i’m.
von.