My password got reset! for the past few days, I’m away from the cyber world! kept trying but everything was incorrect! TSK! :@ IT helpdesk also cant help! then I’m too lazy to go all the way to school just to change the password. !@#$%^&*() luckily!!!!!!! IT helpdesk gave me an admin account to use otherwise GG!!!!!!!! but I still have a lot of documents to be done! haiz.

this was taken on monday! we had Coca! okay! someone said “last time really nice.. but dno why now like that..” wth!!

I dont want anymore buffet! it makes me fat! though I still want my sushi buffet! contradicting much! HEE!

went out with Pinz on tuesday! I guess I’ve missed out some fun from W35B outing? (what about screws? screws is bigger than pinz!) HAHAHAHHA!!! they’re funny people! only they could think of such funny thing to reply! HAHAHAHAHA!!! ;>

so anyway everything in our minds are wallet wallet and more wallets! I dont want braun buffel wallet but ended up getting that also! HAHAHA! thanks for the 15% discount! HEE!

peak period peak period! all my items from online shops havent received! TSK! been a week long leh!!!! GRRR!!!

my mum just called and asked me to go for high tea. YAWN! ok me not going me wants sleep! lazy worms are crawling all over me!

making myself busier than before! :>
GOOD-TE-BYE!!! sunday-monday-tuesday!

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxmas!!!!!

What’s happy family? Do I have one?

No, I doubt I have. I’m sure!

:’<

I’m losing all the happiness around me..

Zouk out!

everyone seems to be excited for the event! snapping photos getting HIGH! HAHAHA!!

my first time working for zouk out, mood.. neutral. maybe because I’m working at Heineken tent with Elaina. ewW! She kept talking to those unknown security guards. not that I’m anti-social but those are old men, we dont have common topics, I dont understand why she has so many to talk to them.. well none of my business. I just think that she’s @@@@!!!!

so the whole night, I kept going to moon tent.
reason being!!! RON TAN AH FAT!!! HEHEHE!

according to Elaina, Heineken IC kept looking for me as I’m not at my station. whatever! I would rather be somewhere I’m happy than with someone I dont want to see.. yes I’m being straightforward! but sometimes she’s too weird to work with! -.- yada yala me sensitive. HEHEHE!!!

zouk staffs started playing water and dunk people into the sea! party on stage! music went on till 0820 because of their “LAST ONE LAST ONE!”

I brought these balloons back! Ron took it for me :> really too BIG to take bus and train. everyone was looking! HAHAHAHA!

after Zouk out, followed by Christmas and New year eve!

sad to say.. this year I cant join my family for the house party! :< damn sad!! my uncle keep asking me to take leave BUT I CANT! no one is allowed to take leave that day!! then he told me to fake MC! I rejected! I guess all these parties and fun can wait…

I’ll be working on wednesday, thursday, friday and saturday for the three weeks holiday! I KNOW I’m going to miss out A LOT of fun! BUT its okay! I’m looking forward to the two months vacation more actually!!! HEHEHE! I’LL HAVE MORE EVENTS GOING ON THEN! :>

nevertheless, I hope everyone would enjoy their three weeks holiday and year-end parties!! WHEEEEE!!

I MISS MY FRIENDS! WAIT FOR ME!!! XOXO!!!!
SOO HWEE PIN! I’M GOING TO MISS YOU! LOVE YOU!!!

RON TAN XOXO!!! LOVE LOVE LOVE!!!

GOODNIGHT GOODBYE!!!

♥♥♥

I slept early last night because I’m ready for school the next day. however I skipped one of my favourite lesson again. this’s the seventh time! I’m supposed to be in class right now, but at home. I need a quiet place. I need to rest. my mind wasn’t okay since last night. I tried to smile in front of the mirror, too bad I failed. so moody! I made empty promises again, to myself. I’m scared. I’m afraid that I need to repeat the entire semester. sigh.. :< yet still not putting in any efforts. have been complaining since the start of semester two, now left with only five weeks. I guess its really time for me to do something about it. I dont want to waste another year in RP so I shall put in A LOT of efforts this time around! I dont have to explain much to anybody but ME, my future.

I don’t care much about your comments. I’ll answer to myself. :>

this three weeks isn’t the time to rest. I’m packed! so many things left undone.. its a good chance to settle everything. maybe a few days or so, I’ll be at Ipoh, my only time to rest.

okay am fine now! ha. tagging christmas gifts to my friends. HEHEHE!!

till then.. good-te-bye!

(I WANT TO TAKE PHOTOS PHOTOS!!!)

VERY EXCITED SUDDENLY!! ;>

I know its just a minor issue.
BUT I STILL DO NOT GET IT WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!

WTF!!!!!

I feel like stepping on your brain!! seriously what’s in your mind? what’re you thinking??? wth.. loss of words. sigh… I know it’s nothing to you but it’s a huge impact on me! dont make it as though everything is me! you’re the problem as well! 

my blood is boiling now!!!!!!!!!!!

BLOODYHELL ANGRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SLAP YOU x100000000000000000000000!!!

(LASTLY, MY OPERATING SYSTEM UT WILL FAIL FOR SURE! NO JOKE!!)

SIGH SIGH SIGH :’(

went town for christmas decoration! I thought every year it would be the same.. but ron said its nicer this time round. nothing special?? hee! anyway its our first time celebrating christmas together. we will have some other plan as well though it will be at winebar on the actual day. YAY!

firstly we went for a shopping date. HEHE!! okay but I didnt get anything. I still prefer online shop! <3 at least they update weekly!! HAHAHA! recently, I have received my pwp bags, osf blazer, ohvola top and more? AND I just ordered something from modparade okay you should know its addictive! ARGH!

I pretended to be like her! :p

how wonderful it would be if this’s at my place! dont you think so? haha.

I saw some playful kids poking the rocher. it has many holes now.. -.-

this is specially taken for yokeling. because of YOKE! HAHAHA!!

christmas deco part II.

we camwhore a lot for the day! HEHEHEHE!
because of me!!

if you ever dare to punch me! I will definitely show you my power legs!! HAHAHA!!

then watched the storm warriors! afterall it’s a nice show. initially I thought.. I would leave halfway. HAHA! so yea.. because its a free ticket!

I am saving for Lasik surgery! and my trip to BKK on march!

I dont know what happened to my eyes? maybe its infected? I have been changing my left side of contact lens. three four days change new lens. mine is a monthly supply and I had wasted many pairs of contact lens.. wth! so I have decided to go Lasik surgery! HEHE!

Zoukout is on this saturday! Ron told me I will be at heineken bar. different bar as her! tsk! not that I dont want to be with Elaina. but her mood is unpredictable. SIAN! when she’s working, she’s a kanchiong spider. TSK!! if not she is quite a nice person.

lastly, I am planning to go malaysia for a short getaway during my three weeks holiday! because of some personal reasons, I dont like to stay at home. =x! sigh..

stick my ear to the phone. good-te-bye!

this year my christmas wish is..

♥♥♥♥♥
5months!

this is one of the ice cream store at Ion.
I LIKE TIRAMISU FLAVOUR! BEST!!

GO AND TRY! HEHEHE!

PART II

1st december.

last month of the year. so fast I like! then soon I’ll be in RP third year! YAY!!! and graduate from the shit school. tsk. but before that, I have FYP -.- shit I dont know who to team with. I dont have any SIT friends………. SHIT SHIT SHIT!!!!

at marketplace.
EEeeee what is so nice about bacon???

CHRISTMAS CHRISTMAS!!!
okay I’ll need to work that day. my first time not celebrating christmas with my family. damn!!

anyway I want to tell Dennis that… everyone should wear a christmas hat during work on christmas day eve. hehehe!! RON TAN OBJECTED ABOUT IT. TSK!!! :@

29 November 2009

Bollywood night at dbl O.
free flow alcohol.

Sam low was walking around with bottle of 42Below. 2seconds 3seconds pour!

I dont know this guy though he’s a bartender at zouk. so? I felt like punching him that night.
I dont anyhow make friends… sickening ass!

carrie took individual photo with ron tan! I complained about it! BUT BUT BUT ron tan said jayius also pulled me aside to take polaroid photo. TSK!!! Zz!!

okay both of our jealousy level is high up to the sky! I admit.

random day during november? cant remember.
we went Ikea at Tampines.

going back soon again! because I want to revamp my room! hehe!

another day at Tampines One!

ron: “wo men chi dao bu yao chi liao..”

I am sick for two weeks. hate it hate it! tsk!! medicine and herbal tea is all that I am having! GET WELL SOON PLEASE!

OH YA!! my mesh dress is torn! I wore that once only! I thought of selling it! OMG! TSK TSK!! because she ironed the mesh part. I want to faint already -.- ARGH!!!! she owe me another dress HAHAHA!

good-te-bye!

“You left after the second meeting. This module is not going well for you. You missed 6 out of 8 days, and the other 2 days you did not attend fully. If you want to pass this module, you need to start changing this soon.”

DAMN!

:’(

GO SCHOOL GO SCHOOL!!! QUIT SCHOOL QUIT SCHOOL!!!

my school day becomes monday, wednesday, thursday and friday.

last week was hectic and exhausting
was busy with studies exam class and work.
fall sick on friday
never attend benassi night.
so sunday was everywhere to look for printing shop.
last minute and got my poster printed.
there goes my $60 for good -.-

I had this on monday.

before that this dumb saw a dead rat. and i asked her how come still dare to have “tian qi”. then I rearranged all the bones. according to ron, this is the last time having “tian qi”.

yea right……..

so me now in a class full of creatures! :S

I wonder how come girls can be so sensitive? okay I am one of them. so? I guess most of the girls are. from what i see, sometimes maybe they are not as harmful as I think. but.. I just cant get off my mind that they are bad people. actually just be in my position in order to know how I feel. otherwise I guess everyone will think that I am sensitive.

make sense?

whatever I still think that I AM THE BEST! HAHAHA!

8 November

@ Zouk flea market.

I cleared 2/3 of the clothes! all sold at low prices!
mum kept repeating : “at least u get some money back.”

yokeling said that 99% of the stalls are for ladies.

I didnt get to walk around. okay actually I am uninterested for flea market clothes. haha because I dont wear second-hand clothes and its too messy to search for.

this luggage is a burden. HAHAHA!
but if I were to bring it home first then I waste a lot of time.

fortunately all the kind souls helped me to take. heee.

after that went chinatown.

me : wo bu pei becomes wo bu bei. HAHAHA!

15 November

watched 2012 with zouk peers. okay quite a nice show. a little dramatic.

I am thinking of blogshop again but I am currently busy with school and work. talking about school. sigh. keep getting C! that day i was one minute late only then facilitator never give chance. besides that was my first time to that class sucks! I have no motivation for school seriously. however am so scared of retaking modules yet I am still not putting in any efforts.

I saw one of my classmates. he told me that my marketing facilitator was sack because someone told principal that she was giving hints for UT. WTH! so lame la. as if she never get any benefits from the hints. tsk!

I am having PP evaluation next monday. SHIT!!

I WANT SHOPPING!!

BYE LA I AM ON PHONE! :>