“You left after the second meeting. This module is not going well for you. You missed 6 out of 8 days, and the other 2 days you did not attend fully. If you want to pass this module, you need to start changing this soon.”

DAMN!

:’(

GO SCHOOL GO SCHOOL!!! QUIT SCHOOL QUIT SCHOOL!!!

my school day becomes monday, wednesday, thursday and friday.

last week was hectic and exhausting
was busy with studies exam class and work.
fall sick on friday
never attend benassi night.
so sunday was everywhere to look for printing shop.
last minute and got my poster printed.
there goes my $60 for good -.-

I had this on monday.

before that this dumb saw a dead rat. and i asked her how come still dare to have “tian qi”. then I rearranged all the bones. according to ron, this is the last time having “tian qi”.

yea right……..

so me now in a class full of creatures! :S

I wonder how come girls can be so sensitive? okay I am one of them. so? I guess most of the girls are. from what i see, sometimes maybe they are not as harmful as I think. but.. I just cant get off my mind that they are bad people. actually just be in my position in order to know how I feel. otherwise I guess everyone will think that I am sensitive.

make sense?

whatever I still think that I AM THE BEST! HAHAHA!

8 November

@ Zouk flea market.

I cleared 2/3 of the clothes! all sold at low prices!
mum kept repeating : “at least u get some money back.”

yokeling said that 99% of the stalls are for ladies.

I didnt get to walk around. okay actually I am uninterested for flea market clothes. haha because I dont wear second-hand clothes and its too messy to search for.

this luggage is a burden. HAHAHA!
but if I were to bring it home first then I waste a lot of time.

fortunately all the kind souls helped me to take. heee.

after that went chinatown.

me : wo bu pei becomes wo bu bei. HAHAHA!

15 November

watched 2012 with zouk peers. okay quite a nice show. a little dramatic.

I am thinking of blogshop again but I am currently busy with school and work. talking about school. sigh. keep getting C! that day i was one minute late only then facilitator never give chance. besides that was my first time to that class sucks! I have no motivation for school seriously. however am so scared of retaking modules yet I am still not putting in any efforts.

I saw one of my classmates. he told me that my marketing facilitator was sack because someone told principal that she was giving hints for UT. WTH! so lame la. as if she never get any benefits from the hints. tsk!

I am having PP evaluation next monday. SHIT!!

I WANT SHOPPING!!

BYE LA I AM ON PHONE! :>

02 November @ Marina barrage.

exploring in Sustainable Singapore Gallery.

do you know? do you know?? Singapore bla bla bla..

I LIKE THIS PHOTO!!! LIKE SPECIAL EFFECTS!

ron and I. seeee carefully!!!

we pledge… for I dont know what is it.

like a kid.. keep complaining how boring this place is.
and want to have the chips only. TSK!

epost! cant see our faces clearly.
the words there are extra!!! but must fill it up!

am I missing out a lot recently? I should have went to butter factory and zirca on sunday with zouk peers. heard that they had hell lots of fun! this sunday this sunday!!! I think they have some plans again. heee!

oh yes and this sunday zouk flea market. its all just $10 only!! I have a stall again! YAY!!!  I want to get rid of all clothes! it’s occupying too much space in my room. too messy already! my mum asked me to sell as low as two-dollars!! YES I AM DOING THAT, I GUESS??? better than putting on the floor and earning nothing?? -.-

I went to watch Jennifer’s body today! covered my eyes most of the times. during those scary parts~~ ron tan mimic me. and said will never want to waste money to watch movie with me again! the last time we watched darah, same thing happened. HAHAHA!

UT TOMORROW! SHIT! AND I HATE TOMORROW CLASS!!
I LOVE SCHOOOL! I WANT TO GRADUATE!!!
I AM SO EXCITED FOR SCHOOL!

bye bye. love love.

31 October 2009

HALLOWEEN!

WINEBAR THEME : PRISON GATE!

some said we look like pilots. some said our dressing this year look normal nothing special. hmmm.. I think I feel..

so what is your opinion about our costumes for this year?

a lot of people dressed up! i mean almost all.
no comment on their dressing -.-

they even queued in the rain.. willingly.

not really busy. as most of the people are there to take photo and take their longest time to finish up the drinks and BLOCK OUR WAY! so who say halloween will be a busy night? HAHAHA!!

01 October 2009

celebrated mummy’s birthday.

family said that i am skinner. maybe there are some worms inside my tummy.

I almost ruin my happiness.. FUCK! I am not going to do anything stupid for anyone anymore! never!!! NEVER!!!

lastly.. people around me are getting weird. i dont understand. -.-
the world is cruel. face the reality!

BYE!!!

29 HAPPY HAPPPY HAPPPPPY FOUR MONTHS!
my happppppy sugar love sugar sugar love love sugar sugar sugar love love love!

27 October 2009

@ Watami !! my favourite Japanese restaurant at Ion!!
nice and affordable food!

my first favourite!

my second favourite!

GO AND TRY AT WATAMI!! ITS REALLY NICE!!!

ESPECIALLY WHEN I DINE IN WITH RON TAN! HEE!!

yokeling da jiejie!

29 October 2009

she likes to tell or explain to everyone why is her dark eyes getting darker.

SO THE REASON IS ME!! =x

basically she sleeps at around 4-5AM daily. on the way to school, I call her and when I am reaching class, I ask her to go back to sleep. during my first break, I will call to complain how bored I am in class.. then ask her go back to sleep. one hour later which is my second break, I will call her again while waiting for aisha neo luvy and screws. when all reach, I ask her go back to sleep. my last thirty-minutes, I will chat with her for a little while.

she doesn’t has a proper sleep =x all because I keep calling her! =x heheee!

happy 1.

happy 2.

happy 3.

happy 4.

get-together-chalet .

ron so act cute! :p

yokeling and the coconut tree!

Pinz and I are crazy over Macdonald Monopoly game! Pinz has Macdonald for lunch and dinner. I have it maybe for lunch only? having so much junk food recently! besides fast food is super unhealthy and fattening! pass me all your game pieces if you dont want! dont throw it away like what yokeling or raja did! grrr!! at least we can win something! its entertaining.. HEHEHE!!!!

strike a balance between school and work and fun!

life is getting harder.

BYE! GOODNIGHT OWLS!
SHALL SEE ME IN SCHOOL TOMORROW! HOPEFULLY!

22 October 2009

accompanied by PSP.
for the two hours stayed at winebar.

saw how irritating someone can be.. I guess I have tolerated for nine months. couldnt imagine myself to be there for the next five months. sometimes I wish I could have screamed at them. Zz!

DJ STUPID FACE! HAHAHA!

23 October 2009

John’s birthday. the super keng-ster!

formal one.

informal two.

serene fell to the ground because she was so kan chiong to take photo. she quickly stood up and pretended nothing happened. the scene was damn funny! her hair and action.. everyone burst into laughter!

this friday and saturday is going to be fun!
halloween at winebar! I wonder how I look like that day. heee!

25 October 2009

okay to serious issue.

I gave up the only last chance that I had this afternoon. not going to talk about it anymore. I’m afraid I might regret it. anyway I have a bad cramps and lied on bed for the whole day which means my weekend just flew past like that. sad.

there are two modules that I never attend since week one. shit! -.- everyday school from tomorrow onwards? BYE!

back to reality? yes!

happy life? yes!

this pest is getting annoying each day. I seriously don’t get it why everything between us is bothering you? what is in your mind idiot? -.-

and there is a drama going on again. ASSSSS!

PLEASE STOP ALL YOUR STUPID ACTS!
ITS DAMN IRRITATING TO THE MAX!

–

my happiness

so gay. heeee.

there are lazy worms in my tummy… BYE!

♥♥♥

well.. for the past few days, I haven’t been attending school. please!!! someone makes me interested to go school everyday. I really want to be good girl from next week onwards.

I LOVE REPUBLIC POLY! I LOVE SCHOOL! I LOVE MY COURSE! I LOVE ALL MY MODULES! I LOVE MY FACILITATOR! I LOVE MY CLASSMATES!

somebody advised me to quit school. since I am not motivated to go at all. I shouldn’t be wasting time doing something that I am uninterested with. BUT too bad I don’t have the courage to quit.. I am nothing without diploma cert. sigh!

NO MORE ESCAPING!!!

SO in conclusion, I still have to go school. get attendance daily grades and at least learn some knowledge back.. for UT!

i watched Darah! horrible movie I should say. damn disgusting.. I felt like throwing up during the show. eeeeee

WATAMI lunch and dinner was great! and maybe I am gaining weight……………

ikea was great! Its only when I had a bad stomach ache.. :<
I need a full body check-up soon! seriously….

should I let my mum knows that I havent been attending school? should I? should I let her know how I feel?

BYE I AM WAITING FOR THE SMOKING BREAK! TEN MINUTES!

NIGHTS STUDENTS!

if you were not with me all this while, you must be thinking that i havent started doing my PP. most of the time, I am not at home, even if I am, the chances of me doing PP is maybe 1%. reason being, there are too many distraction! heee! now I think back the time I spent on PP, maybe just 24-hours to finish it up.. I just logged into my LEO, to my surprise, my PP was approved! WHEEE!! STARBUCKS STARBUCKS!

okay anyway. my interests of schooling is zero. interests of working at winebar is zero. interests of doing anything is ZERO! I just want to get away from everything. I wish! I am under a lot of pressure! sigh… though I am also having fun at the same time, it is just a short period. as a 19years old, sometimes I feel that I should be focusing on my studies and enjoying my weekend! yea… but too bad..

I shall not give up!

never say die!

SUN MON TUE! if it’s holiday now!!!!! I would be at genting!!! TSK!!!! GRRRR!!!

WHERE WHERE SHOULD I GO TONIGHT?? BYEBYE!